Happy mooncake festival!
I'm two days late due to the stupid connection here that sucks so badly i couldn't online for 5 whole days!!
Its fine now...so here goes...
I had a pretty fun night at my granny's for mooncake festival =) laughters all night =)



lanterns on tree




RAWR


weee look at him :) so busy lighting the candle








haha nice one..i'm lighting a candle and he's lighting a cigg

I got so fed up today...fed up on things that i'm doing..fed up about what is happening around me and totally fed up about what are the others doing to me..

You know..some people around me are just so deceiving and I just wish that they could disappear beyond my sight and beyond my reach...I don't wish to be close to pretenders who think that they could always pretend to be good at one moment and hurt you on the other..

There are a lot of things that I'm doing now are not the things that i wanted and I'm so desperate to let go every single thing and start anew...yes you might think that I'm demanding and I want everything to go my way..but its only a wish...its not possible to do so...there are too many risks to be taken and I'm a grown up already..I have to be responsible for everything that I did.....right?Not anymore the carefree and bubbly kid that could make as many things to go my way as possible...

When you hurt me...things are not gonna be the same anymore...anyhow there is still a thorn in my heart which has gone so deeply it takes much more effort and time to take it out...

I'm a human too...

Everyone has a limit of patience..I admit my boiling point is low...but when my boiling point is hitted too many times I will stop my boiling point from being hitted..which is I will avoid....do whatever to avoid..

I hated the things that you do to me but why do I still care about how you feel?

I got a lot of scoldings these days...just got one a minute ago just simply because I wasn't happy...I wasn't happy not because of what have been thought as the reason i'm sad but sad coz I told that I have things to tell but there's still no chance to talk nicely even though I have waited for days till exam is over to tell..and also...got another scolding few days back coz of a really small matter... =( heartbroken.....the glue that I used to glue back my heart to keep it in shape is almost finished........ wuaaaaaa =( I really duno what to do if my glue is finished...Shall I just leave my heart to be shattered and in pieces?

but...things are going to be realllyyyyy bad if I turn heartless....

P asked me..why am I always making myself happy? why not leave those who're making me sad? and find people who can make you happy?....haha......................

My trials..no hope d.....really gone...I can predict how horrible it could be...I'll just have to focus on the real one...Too many distractions going on...too many happenings which are killing me slowly...too many tragedies that could not get out of my mind is haunting me...

I had nightmares for two nights straight and even today my nap the dream was a bad one....indications??

Life sucks.

You guys watched which chicks didn't you? I wanted to switch lives with another person too..so that i could do something much better than this..now....yeah nobody has a perfect life but I'm just trying to change mine...to give myself a better living and a better person too...